life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, January 3, 2018

I had to try.....

I am not one to throw in the towel, in fact, it might just be the opposite.  I do seem to have established the precedent, that if I have been advised not is like waving a red flag in front of a bull! 

And here is the thing…I have never ever regretted it! ….well…there may have been one or 2 times, right after a spectacular failure, but then later on…after healing, apologizing, and/or figuring out a way to make my money back….they were all lessons that I learned...not easy ones, but really good ones. No one could have ever taught me that...I had to find out by myself…on my own.  I am certain that is how we learn best.  But in today's world, we are taught to be so afraid to fail..that we will not even try
...and that is why I am certain that my last words will be….Well, Shit….I had to try!

"Big Girls Don't Cry"  Fergie
connected:  modify easel to accommodate a large vertical piece

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