life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Friday, September 30, 2016

if I am really lucky...

If I am really lucky, maybe someone in my life time will understand who, what or why I am.  But if not,  I need to learn how to be strong enough to be ok with myself  and move forward anyway.  In the past my entire life and every decision was made with the purpose of being liked and by making others happy.  It was not always good for me.  I do not want to feel or sound selfish, but I may be running out of time, and I need to figure this out.  I might be wrong, I might end up being a giant failure, but I have to find out.

"Another Train"  The Poozies

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