Yesterday took every ounce of energy I had just to maintain a minuscule amount of normal! I think that is what frustrates me the most. Normal should NOT require more energy it should just be, you know “ehhhh”. Normal is how I have fooled so many for so long! I did so much in the past, that now I could do normal without breaking a sweat! I leaned on my past creative accomplishments as a crutch that allowed me to just show up for life with “normal” and no one seemed to notice. What the fuck happens to me when normal becomes too hard .... I want to do more amazing things!
"Waiting for my Real Life to Begin" Colin Hays