I want the new experience….it is the never can go back that scares the be-jesus out of me! For the most part I need to admit to myself that I would not be seeking a new experience, whether creative or personal if my soul was not craving it on some level. I know deep down on some unspoken level that growth will never happen inside my comfort zone, but there it is….my comfort zone. The place where nothing is challenged, where I am assured I am safe, where there is no argument or dissent. I have spent a life time making sure everyone else was stable, sheltered, secure and happy! And there it is the wretched “happy place” where my role was clearly defined. The place I refused to move beyond . It is time to stretch, before it is just plain too late!
"If You Could Read my Mind" Gordon Lightfoot