Today is first day of class day and I am patiently waiting
for my courage and self-confidence to kick in.
EVERY first day of class I wait for it to arrive. And every first day, regardless of how many
times I have done this or how confident I am about the material, I am still scared shitless and nervous. I wonder if I
will ever truly believe that doing this, doing what I love is just not too good
to be true and may blow up in my face any moment now. And then I realize doing anything else would
be dangerously close to normal. This
takes so much courage and commitment but it gives back so much more. More than I can possibly explain and always
always always worth it!life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
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Wednesday, September 28, 2016
May I have a little more courage...please?
Today is first day of class day and I am patiently waiting
for my courage and self-confidence to kick in.
EVERY first day of class I wait for it to arrive. And every first day, regardless of how many
times I have done this or how confident I am about the material, I am still scared shitless and nervous. I wonder if I
will ever truly believe that doing this, doing what I love is just not too good
to be true and may blow up in my face any moment now. And then I realize doing anything else would
be dangerously close to normal. This
takes so much courage and commitment but it gives back so much more. More than I can possibly explain and always
always always worth it!
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