life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, January 31, 2015

Lessons...



When it continues to return and return, even though I think I have learned, obviously I have not. This lesson is obtuse and difficult.
Does it need this much of my attention?
Why do I care what others think when clearly they do not care how I think or feel.

And then I ask myself…Is this my lesson???

Modigliani Soundtrack
Ave Maria...The Competition
Guy Farley

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