life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Sunday, January 4, 2015

It's Just the Road of my Heart

This is a big one for this year and every year!  I need to just need to get used to being afraid and vulnerable!

1.  My art... I need to just let it flow, forget what other people think, do the work that my heart screams for.

2.  Love... I need to quit being afraid of listening to it. I need to quit judging the right and the wrong of it,

3. The medical industry... I have got to understand, that they are the ones afraid.  I need to learn how to stand up for what is good for me and my life.

My heart knows what I need, I just need to listen.  Yes I am afraid, and yes, I know how vulnerable I am.  It is the road of my heart.  It’s smooth, it’s firm, it buckles, it falls apart, and then begins all over again.  Never a straight line. I am courageous!

"Road of the Heart"  Ann Reed

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