life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, January 9, 2015

Tangled

This probably does not come as a big surprise for most people!  It appears to be my life condition that just about the time I think I have got things figured out, something (or someone) will happen that makes me feel like I have got it all wrong!  The fact is, according to the SOP (standard operating procedures) I probably do have it wrong, but I have to do what feels right in my own heart.  I am getting better at feeling more and more comfortable about speaking up for me, letting go of “stuff” even when it is not what others and the unspoken rules demand I do.  In the end, I have got to know in my heart that I did my best to find my own peace, to honor my purpose, to bring my gifts into the world and to be true to me.  I am the only one that can make those choices and yes, I imagine others think I am “tangled”.

"Headphones"  Michael Franti

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