life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Outside the box...

So incredibly frustrated with the "western medicine mentality"!  They capitalize on fear to sell us more tests and services.  They do not listen or they listen but the cow-tow to restrictions of liability issues and follow only one (even if it does not work) treatment protocol.  And the worst part is they treat me like they are totally in charge of my treatments, my body, my choices and my life.  Out of desperation, I am trying something out of the box, something that allows me to participate in my own  life choices and healing.

"Ants Marching"   Dave Matthews

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