life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Wednesday, January 28, 2015


There she goes again…..
There are days that fear takes over, and it has nothing to do with how good I feel, how much success I have had, or where I am.  Fear is a wicked little thing that sees a minute crack in my self-esteem and it rushes in consuming all of my confidence and will.  Then it grows and grows and grows until I am filled with self-doubt and am paralyzed. 
I cannot predict when that fear arrives, all I know is when it is here I have just got to focus on that little spark.

"There She Goes" ortoPilot

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