life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Sunday, May 24, 2015

Working on being notorious!

Rumi seems to know me.  I did not think I had intentionally done any of these things, but when I look at the list, it seems as though I have.  Well….everything but…. “live where I fear to live”.  From a strictly physical point of view, I have been in the same community and the same house for 38 years.  Not a special community, not an remarkable house, but the years of growing family, kind friends, celebrated successes and colossal failures have made it a comfortable place, a home, and I suspect “it” is what gives me the courage  to do all of the other things. But I need to really work a little harder on being notorious!

"Belly Belly Nice"  Dave Matthews Band

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