life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, May 24, 2015

Working on being notorious!

Rumi seems to know me.  I did not think I had intentionally done any of these things, but when I look at the list, it seems as though I have.  Well….everything but…. “live where I fear to live”.  From a strictly physical point of view, I have been in the same community and the same house for 38 years.  Not a special community, not an remarkable house, but the years of growing family, kind friends, celebrated successes and colossal failures have made it a comfortable place, a home, and I suspect “it” is what gives me the courage  to do all of the other things. But I need to really work a little harder on being notorious!


"Belly Belly Nice"  Dave Matthews Band

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