life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, May 11, 2015

Where I am right now....

 I am learning that I cannot allow anyone else; including those I love to have any bearing on my decisions.  I cannot put my life or my own feelings of self-worth in the hands of those that cannot feel me, see me or understand how and why I feel. I am in love with my life and I am perfectly marvelously aware of and inspired by where I am right now.

"Bookends"  Simon & Garfunkle

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