life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, May 6, 2015

It is the last time I will give away my power...


Most of my life, I have done “should” and “must”  without realizing I even had a choice to make.

Yesterday I made a choice for no other reason than the doctors said I should and I must.  I did what they wanted me to do, even though it is not what I wanted to do.  I hated  the choice, I hated myself for giving in!

It is the last time I will give away my power .   I will take responsibility for this choice, but I will not make another choice in my life based on what someone else says that I must or what I should do…My choices have to be about what gives my life meaning!


"From me to You"  Janis Ian

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