life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, May 4, 2015

Breaking Silence...


Just so you know…this is not a journey, not unless you want to pay for the trip! It sucks…I am tired all of the time…pain kicks my ass and it hurts…and if that is not bad enough wait until the bills start rolling in.  I should be having a hell of a lot more fun, for this kind of money.  Do not feel like being nice, lady like, kind, understanding, accepting or philosophical about life.  I am hurt, angry, and mad…I do not want to do this anymore, it really sucks!  
                         
"Breaking Silence"  Janis Ian
and after reading  the past few posts, 
it is entirely possible that there is
a tid-bit of bipolar thrown in!
AUGHHH!

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