life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
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Friday, May 29, 2015
"Is this the prize for learning how not to cry?"
Summoning up the brave today…. I believe all of the things I (we ) have to endure are in our lives
for a reason. We have lessons to
learn! With a bunch of new (or new for
me) cardiac procedures, I think the lesson the universe wants me to learn is how
to be really brave, I mean really really, kick ass brave. I know I should say ...."move aside hurt and fear, you are in the the way"....But I want to say “REALLY” more of this??
"Doctor My Eyes" Jackson Browne "is this the prize for learning how not to cry?"