life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Friday, May 29, 2015

"Is this the prize for learning how not to cry?"

Summoning up the brave today….  I believe all of the things I (we ) have to endure are in our lives for a reason.  We have lessons to learn!  With a bunch of new (or new for me) cardiac procedures, I think the lesson the universe wants me to learn is how to be really brave, I mean really really, kick ass brave.  I know I should say ...."move aside hurt and fear, you are in the the way"....But I want to say “REALLY” more of this??

"Doctor My Eyes"  Jackson Browne
"is this the prize for learning how not to cry?"

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