life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Wednesday, June 28, 2017 any idea how to do that?

Most might figure this is nothing more than a "new age",  “woo-woo”, "feel good" way of being ok with, not going anywhere, standing still and static. 

I think maybe this is one of those things that make more sense when looked at from the “big picture” point of view.  How many times was I successful vs. how many times I bit the dust, fell flat on my face, screwed up, and in general just plain “missed the bus”?  I figured overall if I “break even” I am ahead of the game…but I am re-thinking that.  Perhaps the more I try and fail and try again means I am chocked full of more life experience and learning.   If I can learn how to metabolize those failures into a positive fun life learning experiences, it really will be like a wonderful life long Cha-Cha! Got any idea how to do that?

"Bang Bang"  David Sanborn

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