life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, December 6, 2016

The hardest lessons....



It is the hardest damn lesson! And here is the really wicked part, I do manage to figure it out and I work like a driven woman to find the strength to let it go. Then in a weak moment or when I am not paying attention or just for the hell of it those lousy bits of guilt, anger, love, loss and betrayal will sneak right back into my life! And…the fight starts all over again, I do not think it will ever end!


"Dust to Dust"  The Civil Wars

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