Taking my power back....without permission!!! Well that is not entirely true…seemed like I needed about 42 other people’s permission, well that is not entirely true either…but it sure did feel like it! There was a late afternoon call from my regular docs office asking if I could come in as see them the next morning….I know….I know….when is the last time that happened….NEVER! I figured if ever there was a sign from the Universe….this was it…I mean a doctor calling me for an appointment! To make a long story short they are working with hospice to provide palliative care for me. My heart has been singing, there have been tears of joy and I feel like for the first time in years, that I am being heard, that what I want matters, I finally have some control of my life….OMG it feels so good to take back my power over this disease, this heart, my life! I am thrilled, there could be no better x-mas gift! And I am happy dancing!! Yes!
"Pata-Pata" Miriam Makeba