life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, December 23, 2016


In the words of Elvis….”there’s a whole lot of shakin’ going on”!  In some ways…this speaking about what I want is a fairly new thing for me…..I think I have always "spoken" but it has been in writing....right here. Here writing, I can speak without judgment or question…just let it rip!   I think my heart has been speaking here … it has been shouting here!  Shouting  about my loves, my passion for creativity and creatives for quite some time.  In fact on some level, I think creativity is why I am on this earth, it has and I suspect that has always be my passion and purpose!  But just so you know….my voice shakes like crazy when I try to speak /ask about me and how or what I want for this part of my own life. I have become horribly clear about what I don't want any more, now I have to figure out what I do want!

"Say What You Want"  Sheryl Crow

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