No they cannot break me. The current medical industry disregards me Their need to control my personal information, translates into controlling me and my medical decision making. It puts me in emotional fragile territory and this time keeps my life on “hold” unable to make commitments for anything, waiting to hear if the ICD is a going to be implanted or not. I have been struggling with this for the past month.
At the risk of sounding like a cynical conspiracy theorist, when the test results are not what they expected or contrary to their expectations, they delay and avoid me. I cannot wait any longer; I do not want to postpone any more life. I am moving forward…It is my body…It is my life, I want to be living not waiting."Arms Around my Life" Janis Ian