life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, March 17, 2015

She left the gate open...just for me...

There are days I miss her so much!  And although she never was the wild Mother, she would like it to be remembered like that.   I am struggling with a decision and she would most likely tell me...forget what they want, just do it, do it the way you feel, do not compromise ideas,  thoughts or what my heart feels is right.  I have to move past whether people will like my work or not.  Move past whether it will sell or not.

She left the gate open...open myself to vulnerability, and you all know how much I hate that!  

"Secrets"  Maroon 5

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