life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, March 17, 2015

She left the gate open...just for me...

There are days I miss her so much!  And although she never was the wild Mother, she would like it to be remembered like that.   I am struggling with a decision and she would most likely tell me...forget what they want, just do it, do it the way you feel, do not compromise ideas,  thoughts or what my heart feels is right.  I have to move past whether people will like my work or not.  Move past whether it will sell or not.

She left the gate open...open myself to vulnerability, and you all know how much I hate that!  

"Secrets"  Maroon 5

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