life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Saturday, March 21, 2015


I’d rather be dreaming…I do not remember my dreams, (well one or two from childhood that were terrifying) I envy those that do.  It seems like an endless source of inspiration and insight.  Of course the experts say everyone dreams, just not everyone remembers them.  I wonder what my dreams would be like if I remembered them.  Maybe I use up all of my creativity during the day and have none left over for sleeping.

 But I think I would rather be dreaming.

"Dreaming" Loudon Wainright

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