life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, March 21, 2015


I’d rather be dreaming…I do not remember my dreams, (well one or two from childhood that were terrifying) I envy those that do.  It seems like an endless source of inspiration and insight.  Of course the experts say everyone dreams, just not everyone remembers them.  I wonder what my dreams would be like if I remembered them.  Maybe I use up all of my creativity during the day and have none left over for sleeping.

 But I think I would rather be dreaming.

"Dreaming" Loudon Wainright

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