life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, March 20, 2015

Divine Balance

Yikes!  This one is full of land mines!  So immediately I know that I want art, fun, love but that comes with some heavy prices to pay.
I would love to get rid of the stuff I don’t want, but suspect it is inherently part of the stuff I do want.  If I got rid of one, would it automatically reduce or even completely remove the other?  Could I really get rid of what I don’t want, or is that part of a divine balance that will always reestablish itself?

Could it be that the more crap one has to deal with, means there is more joy and happiness is available to me? Divine Balance?

   "I Lived"  One Republic

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