life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Monday, March 30, 2015

Running with it

My life and most of the people in it (except for a very few) have done a marvelous job of telling me, reminding me and chiding me for “not doing it right” the latest label that has been bestowed is “non-compliant”.  I was actually told that “I must learn to be compliant”.  When will any of them understand that it is my life, and I refuse to come to the end of it with tons of regrets and disappointments because I did it the way others wanted me to do it, compliant.  Why should I live their lives, chose their decisions, ignoring what my heart is screaming for,  I am taking non-compliant and running with it, but there is a big fat lump in my throat!....

  "Shine"  Jason Mraz

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