life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, March 2, 2015

Sensitivity is my strength!

I cannot imagine that I could possibly experience anything more or better than how it feels to be sensitive.  But when you live this life, chances are you will do it alone.  It is hard for others to understand.  I have always viewed it as a deficit, often feeling damaged and unable to keep up, or even stupid not understanding why I was so hurt when others could simply walk through the same situation without blinking.
 
I wonder, are they more like me, are they just better at hiding and pretending?

Are they afraid... afraid of the pain when they cannot understand the gifts.

My heart sings when I see and feel other's sensitivity,
it means I am not alone!

Sensitivity is my strength!


"Shine"  Jason Mraz

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