life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, May 17, 2014

Heal Yourself.....

Learning that I may be able to be strong and accept help.  They may not be exclusive situations, although I can freely admit I am not sure I can do it...Just saying I am beginning to to see it.  I have always seen needing help as a weakness. The only way to get around it was to pay people to help.  That was acceptable. Some how...if you had the resources to pay for help, you kind of got a get out "weakness" free card. That option has never really been available to me.
If I am going to lead the life I imagined....I might need help...  Maybe time to heal healing my thinking.

"Heal Yourself"   Ruthie Foster

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