life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Bangin' my head...

Another head banging medical experience and I
believe I really have accepted the fact that I have a part in the responsibility of carrying on a meaningful and beneficial dialog with the medical industry.  Unfortunately I am walking away with another extremely expensive experience filled with frustration, lack of communication and I am not certain when it is all said and done at the expense of my physical body and absolutely positive that my emotional heart has taken another beating.
I do not know how to fix this, but I am clear that this is part of why I am here.
                                                                   "ooh child"  Beth Orton

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