life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, April 5, 2014


Maybe not physically as strong….that is not how this works and I know that. But I am stronger than I ever have been in every other sense of the word because I smile and I think in the long run that does and will continue to keep me physically strong. Smiling is the outward sign to the universe that I am grateful. Smiling invokes synchronicity from the universe. Smiling puts everyone around me at ease and helps them not be afraid for me. Smiling just feels good. It is life…and I have decided to live it….I mean really live it!

"Smile"   Uncle Kracker

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