life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, April 27, 2014

She' Got

I am so lucky in so many ways, I am also aware of the fact that I go to great lengths to present an image for the public to see and I make sure it looks good…
well as good as I can get it to look. 
Some things just cannot be covered up.

I mess up my life regularly!
I have ugly secrets!
I pretend that everything is all right
…when it is not.
I am thinking….this is life
and…. it is how I deal with this from day to day that will eventually define me.

"Big Girls don't Cry"    Fergie     

"I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you, It's personal, myself and I...We've got some straightenin' out to do, And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, But I've got to get a move on with my life, It's time to be a big girl now,
 And big girls don't cry ."    ~Fergie   

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