life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Acceptance



I have the most bizarre way of wanting what I cannot have.  Spent a lifetime chasing after a grandiose dream of love, perfection and acceptance.  It is time to let go of my silly dreams…and not be attached to anything or anyone, learning this is my life and it is full of grace and gratitude, just not the way I thought it should be.  

"If You Could Read My Mind"  Gordon Lightfoot

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