life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, April 7, 2014


I am no superman…My journey is not intended to be an inspiration, I just want to document a journey. The ups the downs, the happy the sad, the fears and the joy, maybe it will give others and opportunity to rethink the rules and break them when you need to. Be smart, do your homework, know what you are doing, honor how you want to feel right now, because there is nothing in the future that is guaranteed. Life is in the now. It is where I am going….it is where I want to be.

"Where are You Going?"  Dave Matthews Band

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