life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Sunday, April 20, 2014

I Am the Only One in my Way....

Most days I am strong, resolved, sturdy, steady.  Those are the days I am fine more than fine I am spectacular. I am absolutely magnificent.  Then there are those other days....other days I am scared, really scared....  It is like being caught in a web.  A web I cannot see, but I know it is there, I can feel it.  I know I can do this...I know I have to do it by myself and sometimes I am scared.

"You're the Only One in Your Way"  Cloud Cult

You are the wind, the flood and the flame.
Nothing here can get in your way.
You've come too far to care what they say.
Now you're the only thing in your way

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