life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, April 20, 2014

I Am the Only One in my Way....

Most days I am strong, resolved, sturdy, steady.  Those are the days I am fine more than fine I am spectacular. I am absolutely magnificent.  Then there are those other days....other days I am scared, really scared....  It is like being caught in a web.  A web I cannot see, but I know it is there, I can feel it.  I know I can do this...I know I have to do it by myself and sometimes I am scared.

 
"You're the Only One in Your Way"  Cloud Cult

You are the wind, the flood and the flame.
Nothing here can get in your way.
You've come too far to care what they say.
Now you're the only thing in your way
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