life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, April 4, 2014

I Know the Heart of Life is Good

There are days that I have to really clutch a mantra
“life is good, it is happening just like it should, these are the lessons I need to learn, walk through this and learn, or it will come back again and again and again until  I learn this lesson.”

Yesterday may have been really the first time that I was observed….
Not being strong, and I had no choice. 
Most of the time I can muscle through. 


"The Heart of Life"   John Mayer
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good

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