It was my first Valentine’s Day in 45 years alone, it was
the first time in several years he was not with me for Nude Nite (at least for
one of the nights). As much as I loved
being around all of the artworks, laughed and was tickled that my work sold,
there was a what felt like a selfish feeling in my heart that he should be here
with me. I had marvelous friends and family
that drove me to and from each of the 3 nights and I am truly grateful, but it
wasn’t him. I am learning how to be alone, but I do not think I will ever stop feeling
the heartache of him not being here especially on these special days. So many days I feel like I am healing, and then there days it feels like yesterday.
"I Just Don't Think I will Ever Get Over You" Colin Hay
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