life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Smile right back at me!

I will admit I have a healthy mess of raucous demons….they will not be easily tamed.  But I have managed a couple of the bigger more enthusiastic ones and will confess that my heart and soul are so much more calm, making room for more constructive things to happen to me.  I am not sure I am ready for my heart to “settle flat” but I would love for life to smile right back at me!

"Something New"  Tom Fletcher

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