life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, July 30, 2014

It is not worth having...


Too much life wasted, too much time spent trying to have other people like me, allowing myself to be controlled by their life stories their life rules.  I have no expectations.  I respect and honor their choices, but I no longer need their approval. I am just now learning how to love me and what I do.
   

"Try" Colbie Caillot

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