life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Thursday, July 3, 2014


There are some days I am so much better at failing than others!  Yesterday was one of those days that I let failing bite me in the butt! It was unexpected, not fun and just plain overwhelming!  I powered through it in front of others and then just melted down when there was no one around to see me.
It's a new day, I get to start all over again!

"Everyday"  Dave Matthews Band

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