life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, January 1, 2016

who I was created to be...

I feel like I have been given another chance to be who I was created to be!  In the past I have been close. Each time I reinvent myself I feel like I am getting closer.  As a picture framer I learned about art, how to frame it, what sold and what did not. As an artist I learned how to produce the pictures that others would like and buy. Every time I tweaked my direction, I was scared and afraid of failure but every time I took the risk I was happier, a little more successful and I suspect closer to who I am supposed to be.  I have been given another opportunity to be who I was created to be. As I change directions again I have to remember that fear is part of it.  I have been given another chance to be who I was created to be. I hope this time I get it right!
"I Lived"  One Republic

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