life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, January 13, 2016

finding the balance....




I am often caught in the middle…My art requires that I take chances to move forward, it is scary and difficult but on some level it ALWAYS moves me forward and leads to growth.  On the other hand the doctors chronically shake their fingers at me, admonishing me to quit taking chances, only to follow their prescribed activities.  It is difficult to find the balance.


"A Prayer for the Dying"   Seal

3 comments:

  1. We're talking quantity vs quality.

    There is a light through that window
    Hold on say yes while people say no...

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  3. I somehow accidently posted it twice..so deleted one...

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