life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
Monday, January 4, 2016
How I ricochet......
And....I know most of you will never understand that quote from poet and suicide victim Sylvia Plath. but I bet every "creative" will…and….it is
us that our feelings are wrong or ridiculous...does not now, nor has it ever made the scary feelings of fear go away. This is
not posted to explain to friends and family why I am having these swings
from “certainty to doubt” but to share with the creatives in my life, that these radical feelings are normal for
every single creative endeavor that we pour our hearts into.