Today had all kinds of possibilities of going down the
toilet, and every single one of them came to fruition. Communication with the doctors has been
difficult and today’s office visit I began to understand why. October test results seem to be saying there
has been little or no improvement in my heart. The day before surgery my ejection fraction
was 30% (which by the way was up naturally almost 5% points from the previous
April echocardiogram results). The
second echo done on Oct 13th 2 months post op echo said 31%. No wonder they have been so quiet about my
test results ….clearly they suck! The new tests were scheduled weeks in advance to give my heart more time for that revascularized hibernating tissue begin to function.
And now I am afraid, that all that risk, all the pain, and
all the money may have been in vain.
Exhausted, and sick and tired of doctors, tests, medical bills, and medicines.
I just
want to “pee on it and walk away”!
"Ooooo Child" Beth Orton
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