life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, February 6, 2015

It begins and ends with me....

I have given power to situations, people and institutions that did not earn or deserve it.  I gave them my power for no other reason other than to be liked and loved, to fit in or get a pay check. Without reservation, I regret every single time I did that.  I look back and realize how much love and happiness I gave away, every time I gave my power away.  I am taking my power back, It all begins and ends with me.

"Iris"  Goo Goo Dolls

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