life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, March 30, 2014

It’s Just a Ride....

Did I reach too far?  Have I pushed passed my own boundaries?  Have I been so long outside my own comfort zone that I have forgotten what comfortable was?
Most of the time I think I can do this, then there are days that I wear myself out trying to prove to myself that I can.
But....I thought it was so much more…..
Is it real or just a ride?

"Just a Ride"   Jem
"Life, it's ever so strange, It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out. Then BANG Right out of the blue, Something happens to you To throw you off course, And then you
Breakdown, Yeah you breakdown Well don't you breakdown, Listen to me
It's just a ride, it's just a ride, No need to run, no need to hide. It'll take you round and round, Sometimes you're up, Sometimes you're down, It's just a ride, it's just a ride. Don't be scared, 

Don't hide your eyes, It may feel so real inside, But don't forget it's just a ride"

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