life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, March 24, 2014

Slave of the Ordinary

It is so much easier to be a slave of the ordinary.
If you think following the rules are difficult, WHEW, you ought to try following your heart in a world that says they honor being different but then go to great lengths to keep us in line.
When you begin to recognize and follow your purpose the world becomes polarized.
It does not mean I do not see the people that shake their heads at me, that laugh at me or think I deserved what I got.
I see and it does hurt.
But, it no longer hurts enough for me to want to change and do it their way!
It does make it much easier for me to see the clear difference between “my ways” and the slaves of the ordinary.
I will pick my way every time!
I have so much more to learn!

"I Won't Give Up"    Jason Mraz

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