life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, August 17, 2014

“Never Going to Survive This….Unless You Get a Little Crazy”

This was one of the first times I had enough nerve to not only be a little crazy, but let others see it and then take them along for the ride. It is so scary to step outside the lines, of acceptable proper behavior. But once the first small step has been taken, it becomes easier. The next step gets a little bigger and is not quite as scary…in fact after a few more steps it even becomes fun!

And here is the most spectacular revelation….when I release my fears, become a little crazy… it seems to give the people around me permission to release their own fears and do the same!

So yes, I will survive this in my own way…..Yes, I am a little crazy! Want to come along?


"Crazy"  Seal

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