life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings
Don't Talk Like That...
I write to find out what my heart thinks.... I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say "Don't talk like that!"
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Monday, July 25, 2016
When the hell did that happen?
Found out I could hide my heart surgery scar by simply tying the beach
cover-up sarong in the front rather than the side. A strategically placed knot was the secret
cover! But from another point of view….and take notes PLEASE….never
ever ever take a selfie from the bottom
looking up! Necks and noses take on a whole new level of “OMG”
when the hell did that happen????
What I am is what I am....kind of weird when I think about it, Scars, noses and necks, is that really who I am?