life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Atta' girl!

What a wonderful few moments of life!  To be on the beach walking in the early morning, watching the full moon set at the top of the stairs and then turn around and watch the sun rise at the same time.  I have never seen anything like it in my life and it truly was a unique and spectacular moment.  This time last year it was the week  before my open heart surgery….I was nervous, scared not sure what life was going to look like in the next few weeks.  Now, almost a year later….and here I am in the same place with my boys, their wives and all of the grands and the universe was telling me this morning…..Atta’ girl!
"Here Comes the Sun"  The Beatles

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