life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Thursday, April 30, 2015

....must be lived and not told about.

They say “Lived to tell about it, But I say... CHEERS to the things that must be lived and not told about."

Some things in life…. that we want to last forever, just cannot.  Not because I chose it to be like that, it is just the way it is.  My only choice at this point is to mourn the loss like a death or celebrate the memories of the experience like a once in a life time vacation.   They are spectacular once in a lifetime memories that I anticipated and enjoyed.  They had a beginning (departure) and an end (return)  and I am a better person for having experienced it.   The only difference is these memories can only be lived and never told about.  SHHHHH and CHEERS!

                    "All We Are"  Matt Nathanson

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