life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Never too late....


It is time to not honor the conflict, but begin to look at and appreciate the lessons I am learning.  I do not think there will be a glorious triumph, but I am learning more about who I am, what I want and how I have gone about filling my heart.  I cannot find or judge me through someone else’s ability to see my value.  I have spent my life doing that, and I suspect it is killing me.  It is time for me to name the real conflict
and begin looking for me.  It’s never too late…
"Never too Late"  Micheal Franti

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