life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, April 7, 2015

PLOT TWIST



I am hollering "PLOT TWIST"! And I hoping this is the last time!  If there is anyone or anything else in my life that has any inclination of screwing up, falling apart, or in general “failing”….NOW…is the time!  So many things have gone down the toilet this week that I have decided to just call in all of the shit...so I only have to flush once.....it will hurt really bad just once... then I can begin to heal and move on!


"Big Girls Don't Cry"  Fergie
I hope you know, I hope you know, That this has nothing to do with you...It's personal, myself and I, We've got some straightenin' out to do

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